i feel like cotton is in between me and the world. i cant experience things anymore. there’s this grainy layer separating us. i can imagine them, but not for myself. i just want to be normal. i need to get out of here.
so last night i ate an entire baked spaghetti squash and this morning i ate half a cantaloupe something seems really wrong with all of this but i can’t tell quite what it is,
in other news i’m wearing really nice clothes that i bought entirely from graduating theater students and i either look dapper as shit or stupid as hell idk
i’m just really ready to make this day the most positive day it can be bc i’m so freakin sick of these terrible days.
goin to workkk